Monday, April 27, 2009

A silly love song

It seems like
You brought the light in the darkest time
Because you see
I couldn't look in the mirror without
this shadow in front of me
I couldn't see through the lightest mist
But now I know
That silhouette was your body missing
The reflection shows
Our shining faces when we're kissing
Cause all I need
Is your comfort from the freezing cold
The ones I envied
Aren't even close to fit the mold
You and I can
Hold our hands through the night
And that's the plan
Cause our routine won't be trite
And honestly
I've never been this chipper
With somebody
Else in my entire life

Sunday, April 5, 2009

I'm Not Quite Sure What To Do

Tonight, it feels like it's over. It just seemed like we were just too different. I had a huge breakdown and I'm not quite over it yet. I left his house around 1 am just because he was pretty much asleep already, and I was not done crying. I didn't want to disturb him so I went home. He does really truly care about me. But I don't know if that's enough. I do feel safe in his arms, and he makes it easier for me to fall asleep. But if I take those two away, I don't know if everything else we have is good enough to stay together. He gets on my nerves a lot. I used to shrug it off and think of it as cute that we disagreed so much on trivial things. But now I just don't see how I can stay with someone who I seemingly have nothing in common with.

And to think this all started out on a dispute about if Halle Berry was hot or not.
Which she isn't.